Friday, October 01, 2004

break time

people, im back. big project just over. now got some time to blog.

people im torn... my heart is so sian. love triangle stuff. not me la,
just..... people i know.

they say i dont know. they say that their case is different.
i think im gonna loose some friends. cos i dont agree.
between friends and between principles,,,,,, what do you
choose? if your friends are wrong..... do u condone?
people who are attached or married just shouldn't keep their partner
in the dark. especially so when the other party is your partner's
friend or a common friend. what kind of deal is this. sucks.

also, what others had done to you doesnt mean that you become
"ruleless" too. doesnt mean that you feel bad but you cant help it.
sucks again.

i dont know, dont ask me i am tired of thinking about this.
this is more tiring than work.

im gonna spill the beans. it is just not fair for the other person in the dark.

brace myself... i donno what's gonna happen now.

 

2 comments:

sohcool said...

Have you spill the beans yet? Yeah, over here, it seems very common to keep mistress or have little affairs. I hope I have the courage to tell.

eternal__sunshine said...

yes i did, but she already know just before i told her. firstly-- she asked why is she the last to know. and that if i called to laugh at her. after she got over being cynical, she calmed down and we talked over it. she said she will do anything to get her partner back. her last resort was that she suggested all three of them-- herself, her husband and the new interest (who is our common friend) to live under one roof. i said that is a lousy idea and that she will suffer even more. they will be oblivious to her suffering and i think that will turn her into a mean and bitter person. but she said if she cant have the whole heart, at least she can have half or a-third.
*sigh*